melissanncloset asked: i'm so sorry about your puppy. my dog had parvo when we found her, but we got her to the vet immediately after and she stayed there for a week. its not your fault that your puppy passed away, do not blame yourself! our vet told us that our dog was extremely lucky that she made it - parvo is not something many dogs survive. just remember that you tried your best, and that your puppy was grateful for that <3

thank you very much. i am just extremely upset. ive been beating myself up over it. 

Ninja

I lost my poor baby lab puppy yesterday… and i feel like such shit! I have only had him for a few weeks but i loved him :( i took him to get his shots saturday and found out he had parvo. I spent $400 dollars just to start treatment that day and he died yesterday! I keep beating myself up! I keep thinking of everything that has to do with my pup and even though i talked to the vet 30 mins ago i still have not found peace. She said even if i did get him the shots a few weeks ago it takes 2 weels for them to start building immunity plus just having one or two shots doesnt stop him from catching it. So either way he might have been screwed i just feel so worthless and responsible. I wish i could figure out a better way to deal with this pain. I miss that pup so bad and after we buried him and go home yesterday it was like my other pups knew he was gone =/ it is like they felt bad for me. Its so empty in my house where he has been for the past few weeks. Tyler and sydney keep telling me to stop beating myself up, but i am trying.

Struggling

I am struggling realllllly hard to get petta out of my head, i dont want the books to be over. Im so upset. I hate that everytime i read a good series i feel like i have lost someone/something when it is over.. empty hole in my heart for people who have never even existed =/